I truly believe in truly being oneself. Never compromising who you are to fit some sort of perceived status of yourself as a human being. I love good music and believe in the power of music therapy in so many instances, challenges and parts of life. I constantly have my life's soundtrack running through my head. I enjoy cooking, baking, gardening, taking walks and sky gazing, laughing, watching documentaries and just being, me. Spread the peace, share the love and don't be ashamed of anything that moves you.
Ignorance is bullshit
[bHi,lue][/blue]Hi I'm Venus. Most of you know me as venusintheflesh. I'm currently on hiatus from chaturbate because I had two bad falls then started gaining a lot of weight even though I barely have an appetite. I have a disease called Chronic Lyme Disease and I have had it for about 12 years now. You can see the symptoms of Chronic Lyme on telecommute.org. I am disabled but I bust my ads with positivity, as much exercise as I can and now; cramming. Camming is a job I can do. I can bring in money and I no longer feel like a burden. 2015 has hit me hard but my recovery is going well and I can't wait to get back to work. Since I have not been able to work, only off and on, the past few months I'm behind on my bills. I got a card from a loan company the other day (I've used them before) stating that I was approved for a loan between 3&10 thousand dollars. I called them, a new girl answered and I told her about the pre-approved loan offer. She asked how much I was looking to borrow and I said either 3 or 4 thousand. Then she treated me like a new applicant wanting my employment info to which I said I was a self-employed, artist, writer and cam-girl. I had to explain a million times what a cam-girl was. She said she wanted me to call back in 30 minutes and I did not, she called me. This is a true story. She said that in order to receive the loan I would have to bring pay stubs (I only have receipts for most of what I do) but I could give her copies of checks I received through the company that handles financial transactions for chaturbate. Apparently that wasn't good enough. She actually asked me for my web info so she could see I really worked with CB. At this point I was so flabbergasted and angry that I couldn't speak. (It gets worse.) She fucking asked me if my injuries could be filed under workmanship comp, she lowered her voice and she said, even hoes should be eligible for state and government programs. I blasted and said a hoe is a tool right? Wouldn't you know more about that than me? After that I didn't call to speak to the manager because you know I heard that whole office fucking laughing when she was saying that bullshit. Just needed to vent. Thank you. Venus