Cam Show Saturday Night!

Wow! My cam show on Saturday night was awesome! I squirted soooo much I wet my entire blanket on my chair! I even managed a second squirt show...woohoo!! I sure felt euphoric...lol!!! Can't wait til my next show...tonight!
Love, Stella

Footsie Fantasy

I love to take long walks when I know my sugar daddy is busy and wont be needing me. This afternoon, as I was cuming home through the park , a kindly gentleman stopped me. He smiled ever so sweetly and bid me fair greetings of the day. I paused and thanked him. He told me I was a lovely vision and that my feet were as dainty as a queens. I laughed, "No," I said, "but I am a Pixie Princess" ^_^
He offered me a seat next to him on the park bench. I sat next to him, our thighs almost touching.

He smiled that wonderous smile again, then he reached down, never breaking eye contact, and gingerly touched my ankle. I lets out the faintest of gasps as he lifted my calf up until my leg rested on his lap.

His eyes never leaving mine, his smile never fading, he took off my shoe and began to massage my foot. First one, delicious long yearning massaged foot, then another. When he finished, he wiped my feet and his hands with a silk/linen blended handkerchief, sniffed it once, then tucked it away in his suit pocket. He kissed my hand as he raised me to my feet and bid me a blessed day. And it has been ^_^

AVAILABILITY WEEK COMMENCING 29 SEPTEMBER.

I will be available for webcam sessions this week as follows:

MONDAY 29 SEPTEMBER - 2.30PM UNTIL 5PM.

TUESDAY 30 SEPTEMBER - NOT AVAILABLE

WEDNESDAY 1 OCTOBER - 2.30PM UNTIL 5PM.

THURSDAY 2 OCTOBER - NOT AVAILABLE.

FRIDAY 3 OCTOBER - 2.30PM UNTIL 5PM.

SATURDAY 4 OCTOBER - NOT AVAILABLE

SUNDAY 5 OCTOBER - 2.30PM UNTIL 5PM.

If you wish to book a webcam session during these times, you may email Me at the address below:

mistresscristal@mail.com

AVAILABILITY WEEK COMMENCING 22 SEPTEMBER.

I will be available for cam bookings this week as follows:

MONDAY 22 SEPTEMBER - 2.30PM UNTIL 5PM.

TUESDAY 23 SEPTEMBER - NOT AVAILABLE.

WEDNESDAY 24 SEPTEMBER - 2.30PM UNTIL 5PM.

THURSDAY 25 SEPTEMBER - NOT AVAILABLE.

FRIDAY 26 SEPTEMBER - 2.30PM UNTIL 5PM.

SATURDAY 27 SEPTEMBER - 2.30PM UNTIL 5PM.

SUNDAY 28 SEPTEMBER - 2PM UNTIL 4.30PM.

To book a cam session with Me, you may email Me directly at mistresscristal@mail.com

A Bittersweet Birthday Appeal.

Tomorrow would have been My Grandfather's 85th Birthday, and since his passing, I have been working hard to raise funds for the Hospice who looked after him during his last few days.

It would mean so much to both of us, if you could help with this very special cause, and you can do this by donating via text.

Simply text:

ROTH 61 £5 TO 70070 to donate just £5.

Thank you to everybody who finds it in their hearts to donate.

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Next Porn Shoot

Really excited by my next porn shoot in Baltimore, Md in October. Meanwhile, I will continue camming, and doing some clips.
Suggestions...always considered.

Some thoughts on gender and pushing outside my "comfort zone"... Pt. 1

It's sad to see relatives in my family who stopped challenging their "comfort zone." Physical aging is inevitable, but it's tragic to see family members build a trap for themselves by no longer leaving their comfort zone. Old thought patterns become ingrained, and it's terrible to see family member give up on themselves, and resign themselves to living far beneath their true potential.

My own comfort zone was to continually live under the delusion I harbored that it would be weak to give up on trying to achieve the masculine ideal archetype. But in fact, it was fear that kept me trapped with this delusion: specifically, the fear that others would see through it. I might be able to fool people for a while. But I knew deep down my reserved, thoughtful, somewhat shy approach was the natural style I would revert to. Almost the exact opposite of the gregarious, aggressive, determined approach of the alpha male. I had also internalized the teachings and conclusions of seduction community patterns of the seduction community...

Continued in Part 2!

So many new things!

So I am working on a lot of new projects. I have a photo shoot on Wednesday with a new photographer friend. We are doing a voyeur shoot. I will be having pictures taken of me around the house. cleaning, sleeping, cooking all of the things I normally do naked! I can't wait to show them off!

AVAILABILITY WEEK COMMENCING 21 JULY.

AVAILABILITY WEEK COMMENCING 21 JULY.
I will be available for Skype Bookings this week as follows:

MONDAY 21 JULY - 2.30PM UNTIL 5PM.

TUESDAY 22 JULY - NOT AVAILABLE.

WEDNESDAY 23 JULY - AVAILABLE 2.30PM UNTIL 5.30PM.

THURSDAY 24 JULY - NOT AVAILABLE

FRIDAY 25TH JULY - AVAILABLE 2.30PM UNTIL 5.30PM.

SATURDAY 26TH JULY - AVAILABLE 2.30PM UNTIL 5.30PM.

SUNDAY 27TH JULY - AVAILABLE 2.30PM UNTIL 5.30PM.

If you wish to book a cam session during these times, you should click on the link below:

http://www.thecristaldomme.co.uk/p/online-sessions-prices.html

SUNDAY CONFESSIONAL - SUNDAY 20TH JULY

Sunday Confessional today boys! So here’s what’s on the menu today!

2.30PM UNTIL 3.30PM - PUNISHED FOR WANKING - COCK AND BALL TORTURE, RUINED ORGASMS, TEASE & DENIAL.

3.30PM UNTIL 4.30PM - PERVERT’S PUNISHMENT - IF YOU’RE GOING TO BE A PERV, TAKE IT LIKE A MAN - STRAP ON PUNISHMENT!

4.30PM UNTIL 5PM - PANTY SNIFFER’S PUNISHMENT - WEARING PANTIES - BE PREPARED TO BE HUMILIATED BEYOND BELIEF!

To book your place for any of the above sessions you should visit the link below.

TRIBUTE BY AMAZON. CO.UK GIFT CARD ONLY - PAYPAL NOT ACCEPTED!

http://www.thecristaldomme.co.uk/p/online-sessions-prices.html

Sexy

I think people are sexy when they have a sense of humor, when they are smart, when they have some sense of style, when they are kind, when they express their own opinions, when they are creative, when they have character.

what site to use...

I am with so many sites it seems as if I cant keep track of what ones I am even with anymore. My two main ones that I was using was ifriends and streamate, I have had multiple problems with ifriends and their affiliate site as well. Seeing as I am new to camming I need to be able to get traffic pretty easy and I am just not making what I was hoping for getting into this ): I have not been online or on any specific sites enough to really help myself I know isnt going to help my situation but I need to find the right place that I can put my full commitment and focus into. chaturbate and cam4 are a little confusing and I am not sure if they are what I am looking for other than a daily pay option.. I have put alot of time into reading different fourums and tips and my fanclub on ifriends, that I almost feel at a loss if I were to stop using them. anyways I will keep trying to find my "perfect fit" site and keep who ever is reading this posted lol
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SUNDAY 6 JULY - SUNDAY CONFESSIONAL!

Every Sunday is Sunday Confessional.

This means that you are to report to Me to confess your sins of the week. You will report all instances of bad behaviour in GREAT DETAIL before begging for punishment. I will be asking you very humiliating questions about your behaviour, while I enjoy watching you squirm in shame. Once I feel you have squirmed enough for My amusement, the punishment will begin..

I firmly believe that the punishment should fit the crime. So, if you have been playing with your little worm without permission, then expect to have it punished very painfully. If you have been sticking your dick where you shouldn't, expect to have My huge strap on dick shoved up your ass for you to wriggle on it.
And if you have been paying for the company of escorts, then you'll be paying ME for My attention.

Whatever your sin, you will be truly punished for it. Punishments range from cock and ball torture, humiliation, spanking, financial abuse, anal abuse, or even ruined orgasms. But you WILL be punished.

Sunday Confessional bookings are carried out via Skype and Yahoo as well as via AdultWork Direct Cam.

Skype and Yahoo sessions are priced at £1.30 per minute and this includes two way cam and audio. Tribute for these bookings are to be made via Amazon UK E Gift Card ONLY.

To book your place for Sunday Confessional, you should click the link below and fill out the form. Mistress will then contact you to ask for more information and to request tribute:

http://www.thecristaldomme.co.uk/p/online-sessions-prices.html

Why My Skype Isn't Free...

Many boys ask Me for My Skype ID, and My response to them is always the same - you must pay a small tribute in order to receive it.

There is a reason for this - and the genuine subs among you will respect this.

In the past, I have actually given My Skype ID for free. But I've found that boys will chat endlessly, without booking a session. In fact, when I've told them it's time for them to book, you don't see them for dust. I'm not about to have My time wasted like that.

So the reason why you have are expected to tribute for My Skype is to show good intention - that you are NOT going to waste My time and that you have a genuine desire to serve.

My time is valuable and you are expected to pay for it, if you wish to receive it. A genuine submissive would never have the audacity to request My attention if he had no intention of paying for it. That is the way it is done.

So by all means, if you want to chat to Me, and get to know Me then you are welcome to do so - but you should have the common courtesy of at least offering something for My time - it is after all good manners. If you aren't prepared to pay then you should stay away - to avoid wasting My time and yours.

I charge a small tribute of just £5 via Amazon.co.uk E Gift Card for the honour of receiving My Skype ID - and this is not open for negotiation. Quite frankly; if you aren't prepared to pay that small tribute - OUT OF RESPECT - then you have no business applying to serve Me.

mistresscristal@mail.com

Power doesn't bare all...

A genuine submissive knows and understands why Mistress doesn't get naked. He respects this and has a full understanding of what it means.

And yet for some "submissives" (I used the term very loosely here), the penny still hasn't dropped...

There are good reasons why Mistress doesn't bare Her flesh to Her subs; and it has nothing to do with being prude or feeling that I have a need to hide Myself away.

The fact is, Mistress is like the crown jewels; you can see them, but you can't touch them. And you can't get in close. The jewels are shielded by tough glass. You want it - but you can't have it.

The same goes for My body. While I wear revealing outfits, which give a sense of what is underneath; what you really want remains covered - and it always will. Mistress is above you; She is powerful, and She doesn't need to bare Her flesh to prove that power. Her power comes from the mind; the biggest erogenous zone in the human body.

From a submissive point of view; when we are naked, we are showing our vulnerabilities. Our bodies are on display - we have absolutely nothing to hide. Have you ever had a dream where you are naked in public? Remember the shame of that? That is what it is like for a submissive. Secondly, being naked when your Owner is fully clothed is very erotic to somebody with a submissive nature. It reinforces the power, and the status of the Owner. Mistress remains covered up, while Her slave is stripped of any "protection". It reinforces a slave's vulnerability, thus rendering him completely powerless and at the will of another. It heightens the sense that he has given up control to his Owner. When Mistress instructs you to peel away your clothes, this is actually a metaphor - She also wants you to peel away the layers that cover your soul. She is telling you to give yourself to Her completely, shielding nothing away from Her eyes.

In My time, I have seem a few "Dommes" getting naked and even playing with themselves for the entertainment of their Slaves. That again doesn't happen in My sessions. Why would I want to share My sexuality with somebody under My command? Why would I be naked and masturbating, thus bringing Myself down to the level of My slave? If both slave and Myself are naked and mutually masturbating, then we are equal. But in a Domme/sub relationship, there is no equality - one is the Controller whilst the other is controlled.

During My Ass Worship sessions, I still remain clothed. Yes, if I feel the slave is worthy; I will strip down to My thong - but that is it. What slave really wants remains covered by a tiny piece of material. I know exactly what he wants - he wants to see what he truly wishes to worship. But by denying him of that, I am adding to the excitement. He has to IMAGINE what it would be like to see it - using his mind to add to his excitement. He knows that Mistress teasing him but denying him at the same time. I can make him beg for it - but I will never give in. This always leaves slave wanting more.

To Me; dominating My slaves is not about sexual gratification - and I hate to burst the bubble for the un-enlightened subs out there, but sex as far as I'm concerned, doesn't come into it. Yes, I may get excited when watching a slave ride a dildo for Me. But to Me, as far as slave is concerned; it is a psychological power-trip. Slave is doing as he's told. I'm demonstrating My power and control over him. He knows he has to do whatever I tell him, and he does it. It's that I enjoy most of all - the fact that I am in full control of another.

I have boys who say they want to fuck Me. A true submissive knows first an foremost NEVER to say such a ridiculous thing. Why would Mistress fuck somebody who is not Her equal? Why would Mistress give Herself to Her slave, and satisfy his own selfish needs? Remember; serving a Dominatrix is not about you. It is about the Dominatrix. If you're not worthy of being Mistress' equal - you can bet your life you'll NEVER be worthy of sharing something so intimate as having sex with Her.

The Domme/sub relationship is always very complex. Two people entering into an agreement; both having different agendas. Mistress has Her agenda - to make you submit and obey. Slave has his agenda - to receive the sexual gratification he craves. But very quickly that agenda is forgotten, and he serves to the agenda of his Mistress. Only when he has thoroughly pleased Mistress will his agenda be remembered....